the switch

damn im sitting here tears fillin up my eyes i cant believe that cold day in hell finally arrived i begged you to stay but you just kept walking away i didnt think all of the lies would catch up with me but here i am the one with one more lie between clintched teeth Im sorry ….. thats gonna be the phrase that haunts you forever cuz its the only thing i could really say but see the manipulating me was right there ready to start her bullshit just with a new victim a new scene a new face same heart that can easily break I keep taking these good men and making them into the monster i see when i look into the mirror a good man is gone and the damage i caused will live with you through the next relationship or two beyond the faintly faded memories of me and you i wish you hadnt been so weak i took you for everything even tho you got tired and left me the damage i did tho that will be a lifelong thing that goes from breakup anger to a characteristic of your personaility see i told you eventually i will turn you in to everything you hate id turn you into me and the next girl in your life will have to deal with the bullshit that i made