love or drugs

Love or drugs march 1st 2023 milan Faded As We Lay high in the sky call out your name but you're no reply I run as fast as my body can go but I Feel So weightless like I've lost all control Where are you my love please don't go I can't it will cause me to give up on everything but then I wake up and I see that smile that I've Loved for so many years and I say to you it's either love or the drugs cuz the dope seems to be seems to be breaking out bond in every single way and I cried every single day I hate the day that you make Fentanyl I wish we could go back to the day before it happened because our lives would be so different but I fell in love with you and we fell in love with the drugs so I say this is my love it's either our love or the drugs The nightmare finding you needle in your arm has become something only feared into reality I wish I could escape But addicts we are you're the one battling so much more pain that the only the Euphoria of Fentanyl seems to erase Is scary is scary to see how we've gone from being on top to not having shit not even enough for our daily ball l but I stuck with you through it all The good days and the bad days we've gone through through sickness withdrawals and relapses and survived it all But I know that once all the Smoke Clears our love was never stronger than the drugs and that would be our downfall Again my love I wish you love me as much as you love fentanyl so I asked you this it's either our love or the drugs Lying in the bathroom floor I find you turning cold and blue and this is the moment that I knew The day I found you dead from an overdose was the day I lost my heart my soul and my best friend I wish you would have picked our love but I guess you picked What you loved most of all