crazy

back and forth my mind going 1000 ways I don’t know who I am no more its like I am 4 people to your one I hear thte voices they call out for me all the time but I can never see them just hear them in the distance repeating my name like a constant nag So many times I think I should have just took the rope and tied a belt in a loop around the shower and kicked the bucket from under my feet cuz living each day like this is making me wish I never had to breathe again This earth is my hell and my temple is me I am the only one that sees im truly the goddess and you arent meant to be anything to me Ah my head it’s another split Then I snap out of it and back into a cloudy and dazed reality I cant take it no more Shadow peope fuckin with me playinn hide and seek I think ima take them down to the creek The water is shallow but it willl do I think this the night I end my life and yours too I hate everything about this nut you are the sacrafice to me a life with battling all these multtiple personaonlites that love everything in this world that is addicting. Please just let me let the demons go they can have my soul I dont need it I just needed lto be a caged bird freed along time ago