changes

how the fuck was i supposed to know that the person i have loved for so many years was someone who could be so disgusting so foul you hurt that part of me again even after all these years i let you and her remain friends friends was never the word used to describe the way yall carried on the relationship cuz damn 2 kids goes by thats way more than a fling but if it wasnt for the fact i found the dna test reults cuz you were always bad at hiding things completely i would never have thought those pretty lil girls she birthed like clockwork each of their birthdays is exactly 11 months apart looked just like the mother the monster who theyd learn from an theyd grow up with frozen bitter hearts you hid the fact that she was fuckin you so good you just said fuck it we can still have the baby just say my girl is the god mommy and itll make her so happy she wont even think about the fact we're on number three but me and her never concieved so you mean to tell me that everytime i hit 11 weeks your seed would die so hers could thrive and you wonder why the fuck i was always crying and contemplating suicide