under my nose

how the fuck ws i supposed to know 

that the person i have loved for so many years

was someone who could be so disgusting

so foul 

you hurt that part of me again 

even after all these years i let you and her remain friends

friends was never the word used to describe

the way yall carried on 

the relationship

cuz damn 2 kids goes by 

thats way more than a fling 

but if it wasnt for the fact i found the dna test reults

cuz you were always bad at hiding things completely 

i would never have thought those pretty lil girls she 

birthed like clockwork each of their birthdays

is exactly 11 months apart

looked just like the mother the monster who 

theyd learn from an theyd grow up with frozen bitter hearts

you hid the fact that she was fuckin you so good

you just said fuck it we can still have the baby just say my girl is the 

god mommy and itll make her so happy she wont even think 

about the fact we're on number three

but me and her never concieved 

so you mean to tell me that everytime i hit 11 weeks 

your seed would die so hers could thrive and you wonder why the fuck i was always

crying and contemplating suicide