Friday, March 8, 2024
the end need to rearrange lol
I don't need you to love me anymore
I need you to let me let you go
so I can love myself
You came into my life
like a prince so charming from a fairy tale
holding the door, insisting that I walk on the inside, pulling out the chair
it was all so respectful and made me feel so secure
that the man that I would fall in love with was the man's man he claimed he was
but over time you stopped doing those nice things, you said you would never call me
a bitch just your bitch and in the the hood the way you put my infront made it a declaration of ownership
til that day you just said bitch but forgot the my and that's when I realized this dream was on it's way
to becoming a nightmare I wish I didn't continue to have over and over and over again
you broke me down piece by piece until you saw me as nothing but destroyed and weak
you hated yourself that I was something you could never be
that was something you battled with way before me
but I loved you as you were or who you wanted your outward appearance to be
but the pain in your eyes is something I saw through and you could no longer hide
the parts of you that you hated the most is the parts of me you loved
until we looked in the mirror one day and instead of two you just saw you
and you had achieved what you had set out for your goal was made
you turned every thing you loved about me into everything you now would hate
I left you there because you had stripped away the layers of me that
never can be repaired now and I couldn't allow you the power to keep hurting me
because you didn't want your secret to get out
I would have never told a soul
I just wanted the pain in your eyes to become light again
I always told you I just wanted you to find your happiness
but it took you to destroy me
the end
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