The hardest part

The hardest part of letting go is wondering which fight had to be the one to determine our end when we spent so long planning out what was such a stable future but now for the next 1000 nights i will sleep alone in anger and frustration because we were just fine now i got all these people in my ear telling me how youre doing out here and how youre happy with her that its time for me to just let go and move on but if you werent happy with me but you moved on with me from her how could you go back like things suddenly would change cuz you didnt want to be there before but then you ran back after i closed the door which is it do you even know how to let go before you already halfway in a new relationship with a new girl but the hardest part is admitting your mistakes but some how its like you never fall out of everyones good grace but i do cuz you paint a picture you place my face and now everyone compares me with the devil the one who ruined your life but they have no clue how many times i had to fight you for my life the hardest part about lettting you go is knowing that once im gone i will not come back for another shot of finishing me like mortal kombat final fatality i remember when you would tell me you loved me so if you loved me where did it go overnight i wish we could just climb back into the bed go back to sleep and never live the day we broke up again cuz the hardest part of letting go is living everyday with out my best friend