the day after

its crazy how you will never forgive me for shit i didnt even do but you'll run back to the one who really hurt you You cant just tell me one day you love me then the next day we're done it dont work like that no no no no sir you dont get to turn on and off a heart thats already cold and bitter too scared to be alone but dont realize the real thats literally in your face but im not a size 2 my fat ass is plump asf but you never had that issue before you said you loved girls who was a lil chunk chunk I guess it was my borderline personality that split a few times too many that made you fall out of whatever that was we was in its cool tho i just know that this pain cuts deeper than any time my heart has been broken before becuase i was so sure that you were pure in your intentions and you acted as if you were sincere but i guess the wolf pulled the coat over my eyes yet again its you, your type that makes women who were once happen then put thru hell, happy again just to take it all away you said fuck everything about our relationship yet you need me to fund you going to see the next bitch whiile i sat here and ran plays you keep saying it aint but i klnow the real reason your attitude changed cuz that flawless goddess you saw thru the smoke and mirrors was just nothing but a dope head whore just trying to live another day thats the reality of everything men like you have lead me to here where on one aspect of life i blossomed and on the other i wilted away you could have never even woke up a sleeping heart but you did and you wonder why the fuck im so angry i didnt ask to be in this position but i am what the envirmonent that i placed myself in reproduced and now i cant prove to you that its you who id rather live thru the rest of my days with cuz you're blinded by the fact that i never actually hurt you you just made it look like it was all my fault when really the blame should come from within you said so much those months i fought to keep you in my life and yet that day you needed me after you and her turned out to fail the 90th time i opened my door and let you come in to only take what was left of me and destory my story