fuck you and her: a goodbye attempt

Why did you stop giving me the world? Do I no longer live in yours? Why did you wake up one day, and tell yourself that you now had to undo your love for me and remind me every chance you got that you hated me? We were too comfortable living in our fairy tale When did you start to look at me like nothing just another stranger you pass by in a rush? Why does she get the parts of your heart that you once gave me? I hate you and that bitch, fuck y'all I hope y'all live together happily ever after and shit while I just sit in the blind spots plotting and planning and watching the happiness I once had waking up to you every morning and you not hating her today I wish she would stab the knife deeper in your back way deeper than the knife went when you stabbed me in mine I fuckin hate you for making me cry all alone on a Friday night cuz I cant have the one thing i want more than money can buy your heart beating with mine again id give anything for that i need you i love you but fuck you I wish you would get out of my head I wish I could go back to the day before we met cuz if I knew loving you would hurt so bad I’d had have left your message as seen on read