Bluebird's Nest

mental hell(alth) Everyday I breathe in the air I wish I could get away Its like I’m living in a mental hell a place where there's not likely to be an escape My mind got me locked in its like a prison cell got me bangin on the bars wishing someone else was there It gets so lonely at night my only friends are the ones I created in my head I'm trapped in my own thoughts and that shit eating at my brain Its tearing my life apart til there is nothing left In the shadows my demons lurk Everywhere I go I see them get a lil closer to coming out of the dark The quieter it is on the outside Its like my demons are screaming in my head It’s a deafing sound But nobody around me can hear it I run and try to lose them but they’re always there just one step ahead of me I'm like a mouse and i'm stuck in this maze the gases they release keep me in a daze Never will I know the truth or if I do will I end up dead See there goes those schizo thoughts again PILL CALL yells the nurse again It’s a battlefield inside my mind i'm at constant war And the opponet I face is always my reflection in the foggy mirror Im fighting to be sane to have all the fucked up memores go away but im slowly sinking in the quicksand My constant overthinking has me with nothing but my flailing hand Hoping someone reaches in and saves me This prison is full of psychopathic, schzophrenic, borderline and sociopathic broken versions of me I'm a caged bird but they won’t let me free my wings will never lift me to soar high above my mental Inadaquacies