lost in wonderland

sittin back reminincing about things all the memories of when i just smoked trees and had cute lil daydreams then i went from daydreaming to living in a nightmare my own personal verison of hell i made my life this way because i chose to live a life that wasnt designed for me now im lonely, bitter and scared and my love of dope is all that i know even tho its what caused my empire to fall a queen on her thrown i went from serving balls to chasin Jason the white rabbittil we reached the end and releized it wasnt wonderland after all but the glass i looked thru was cloudy as fuck i gave it all i could but eventually the drugs you sell become the drugs you inhale now we on the phone and im crying to my mamma please just pay the bail too sick to function too gone to know anything going on i just want to restart the story and maybe a new character this is all i had to give finally i see the light at the end and there i was in wonderland