pics of us

Someone asked me as I scrolled through our old pics and videos “how do you not cry, yall look like yall were made for each other. Aren’t you sad watching those videos?” and I lied to him it kills me every minute living without my partner in crime my baby my boo you know what we have is a real thing and thats why you keep running once shit got harder to handle than we were used to I told him I’m over the hardest part and I can smile at the good memories between you and me there are so many but deep down I miss that part of us so much I wish everyday I could rewind this time we’ve had apart and redo the first day forever that was the day you imprinted on my heart you took a piece of me forever and forever there still remains your laugh in my mind, or how you pronounce scared its so fuckin weird but its unique to you and I can deal with it you act like you despise my existance now but I know there is no way you really hate me If you’re on my mind so much I know I am on yours too I will watch every video and look at every picture we ever took to replay those days I wish i still had you around I wish we had fought a lil harder to stay the power couple of panola