I dont want to love again too many times Ive been hurt I know ill never win at love just lose all over again my heart aint got no more times to unbreak and start to reheal only for the next victim of my toxic bullshit comes thru the door i do it to myself fear abandonment hate the thought of rejection but I aint truly ever happy without that element im a victim to my own bullshit I dont wanna love again cuz im hold in on to things that are gone I dont want to change again cuz im scared I might come undone im not to strong anymore god can't hold on im not too strong anymore please just let me go see when I said lets just stay friends i didnt mean it cuz everyday like that would be killing myself over and over again its best that we just part cuz this demon in me will not rest and your soul is so pure I can't be the one to break you i can't be the one to turn you into the me i hate lookin at in the mirror I can't let you become a victim another innocent victim of a lost demon forever struck with borderline personalities being all these different faces behind one sad girl is nothing ID wish on anybody. but im here scared to love again cuz everytime I take a new soul a Lil of me dies. on the inside
medusa head on me 
